WhAt FoR... At thE EnD No rEpAy...

23rd November 2004

Finally my mother was frustrated with me and it getting worse… just for spending too must time in BB… she say that I was spending a lot of time in planning for the up coming BB Fun Camp for this December and she found out from my Yahoo sharing Calendar… and even now I was trying to do my Camp Booklet without any help from others, she was very disgruntled where by there are 11 camp committee but they push all the jobs to me… not the commandant or assistant commandant… a average and ordinary person for this camp don’t stand a important role, she don’t comprehend why it’s me not others???… and also burning mid night oil to complete the Camp Booklet yesterday sleep at almost one o’clock and wake up at six o’clock to go Sentosa again, and again for this camp… while I won’t get stroppy with her, I comprehend that I really spending a lot of times in BB, but it was because I need to plan for the whole company for BB and GB… and she reply me ‘what for’… when at the end you won’t be rewarded… none of them will know you are the one who did the Booklet just will just thought that it’s the commandant do it... none of them will recollect who the hall is you… why you spend so much time, when there don’t a need… Even having dinner you also need to eat at 9 o’clock or even later… and now I not even touch my holiday assignment… just going for CCA... a useless thing… what you have done will just be dead in the water, none will go deep it up…