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Last day of the month…

30th November 2004

Life is still on... I can’t stop as I wish…
Today starting with a monotonous day, just because without him beside me… when this morning I walk up by him on the phone… starting of the day with his sweet voice… that it, he make the kick start of my day with the computer… after that, at around 1305 hur, my friend ask me where am I, why did I never come to school… simply because I don felt like going and also I did not have a school shoes to go… [While again go to school for the fun camp][The school shoes I throw it away when I having the LDC2 camp] then they change the place[Maybe just for the sick of me… the whole thing is with me] to Jurong Point and therefore I am I only there wearing home clothing at that time…Jtalk and talk at the kopitian at JP level 3… later we go check the price for the logistic… we for we go I and Hung Rong play high and seek with them… we left the 4 girls and 1 boy, Marcus… after that Hung Rong wanted to go toilet to pee off his pee… so I just fellow… at there I also buy some thing to eat…;) later we take our time walk down to the Fair Price, NTUC… to just simple check weather are there at there… ermmmm they are not there so we go to Liberty… on the way in Liberty we saw 3 Boys’ Brigade boys was on they community service for the BBSGB(Boys’ Brigade Sharity Gift Box)[haha… I am going for that tomorrow and the day after tomorrow…] back to the story…. So we spy Liberty also don have… aiyo... where they gone….share have lots of funs with those girls lo... so we make a call lo… then we go back to NTUC again lo… and so we search there lo… after we game over… they take Marcus wallet lo and with that they found a cash card… so they say later Marcus will treat us drinks at 7-11… but I never buy la… I just buy newspaper at there… and so I call a days with them… after that ‘NOKIA’ call us tell me and Marcus to say first… he want to buy something…. [I am not going to show case his true name because I going to write something I dislike about him…]
1st: he did not tell us what the purpose to call us for…
2nd: never us weather we agree to go with him…
3rd: Don’t have enough money then don buy la… what for buy so many…
While today I take a cab to JP it cost: $4.10 (CityCab)(3.3Km)
While yesterday I took a cab to JP it cost: $3.30 (Comfort)(2.6KM)
I take from the same place, without peck hour change… but the cost and distance was totally difference… While I found that it not worth to take a CityCab…

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28th November 2004

Ermmmm… today I will just write some thing simple…

Today went to Woodland, Causeway Point and watch a movie Umizaru… a Japanese show…

After that went to Harbour Front, Harbour Front Centre… nothing much there only walk-walk…

After that go to the near by food court…

Then Harbour Front Bus Interchange seat there look around… nothing much to do…

Happy things is that… maybe our relationship had onward a bit lo… will be better soon…

Survivors Serious (LDC2 [Leadership Development Course 2])

25-27th November

On the 25th Nov. before I set off for my LDC2 Camp, suddenly my father came home… when I want to go out he ask me where I am going because I wearing Boy Brigade Full-U with carrying a lot of bags and stuff… so he consult where I am going, I be par for the course that he won know that I have a camp…so I just tell his about it lo… so finally I set off from my house at 0530 hur… and son to able to reach Boon Lay MRT Station on time… when I reach there it already about 0600hur… and I would only able to see Johnny, Daniel and Henry… soon or later Hing Rong came…while… there still people not coming yet so we keep waiting for about 5 minutes… then I call Willie to check what he doing… ‘gu gu’…after he pick up and ask him where he is (sure at home lo… I call his house what…)… he reply… I am still at home polishing my stuff… I will be last so can you guys go have your lunch first… then I will meet you… (omg he still at home polishing when we say to meet at 0600 hur!!!)… he also say that Marcus will be late… Also that I let them know that what the matter with them… so we decide to go there first before (maybe I didn’t promote the message clearly…that Willie will meet us later instead of we going there first)… so we take our move to Sembawang-> Sun Plaza have our lunch instead of having in Jurong Point…we wanted to eat something nice and simple… so… decide that is ‘KFC’… while we were eating, out of the blue Marcus came… and without is haversack… so we ask him where his haversack, reply… with our company… we were so blue at that time… and he walk out of KFC… the seniors need to report early then us… so they go first… about 10 minutes later then we set off… we take a cab there lo… it fast and easy…$4.60 only… and you know what we reach early then those seniors… they reach 10 minutes after we reach…after fell-in there nothing much to say… just that got a time where we were told that to change to you pt kit plus set out your room… we actually instead of going to the room first, we go change… and so good that there is none of then had think about changing first instead of going to the room… if not the toilet will be full of crowd… after 3 of us had change, we go to the room and we don know where is it…RSM (a role he play in the camp… with control the whole companies)… we was so lucky that we found a 3 man sleeping room and so we were able to sleep together in a room… that better then the other 2 of then because they not even sleep together...
A simple greetings for 26th Nov….stating of the day with a simple breakfast… after our breakfast and devotion… we are told to present our presentation for the project 1 for today…this project was needed to do as with your individual group… and I have the misfortune to do the group leader… (More about Project 1-> We need to send a total of 32 mans in 6 double mans kaya and one 18 mans raft… with this items, we need to think how we plan our time to complete with time limit and how to send the other 2 mans there? For 2Days 1Night Staying…) while we had our try presentation in day 1 it was not me but suddenly all of then don want to take and all sobo me… we were the first group to get ready every things (there only 2 groups) but it end up we the last to reach the place and back to the camp site… [Why that so?] aiyo we are so unlucky that we kaya past the place we actually aim for, the officer with the boat also did not tell us about it…(I think that they actually plan a farther place but because we did not reach on time that why we need to u-turn to nearer ba)…we really thought that we will be camp there over night but… it end out only need to pitch a tent and have some survive skill on leadership, we will be also to go back to our camp side… and also not having dinner at there but in campsite… the dinner is the dinner that they brought form supermarket [we did share difference job at difference timing]… and so that project 2 [project 3] to cleanup that basketball court, that place is the place we have our dinner…
Finally time to break camp… 27th Nov. I weak up with a little red eyes and also can’t open widely… 2 of the officers notices about that… but no actions was carry out… that because I did not take out my contact last night because I lost my contact lens casing yesterday when we kaya back to campsite… that because I am the 3 of them pushing the raft… so how we reach the ground and being stuck at there and it was able to walk… and also I am trying my swimming skills… when we need to practice our POP (Passing Out Parade) under the shining sun, I was unable to even open my eyes… and that was unusual to me and also I have running noise… but I sill preserver to the end of pass out parade… overall for today ‘Knackered’…Today I take a cab from sembawang MRT station… I really very knackered and also I are sick…when I reach home… I was so shock when I see my mobile… I have 51 missed called and 27 new messages… and also 92 new e-mails from difference accounts…

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NoTe...

24th November 2004

All readers I will be going for camp from 15-17 November so won’t have any update…
(15 November start at 1800hur and 27 November end at 1500hur(hope so…)) ...
But still remember to support me okay…

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Peace and pleasurable

24^th November 2004

Today meet a new frenz at City Hall, out side the OUB ATM area... In fact I did misleading him as a cheater (not the age that he told me)... (I don really see him clearly form far) and so I actually have played a little hide and seek... hehez that sound fun..(I am very sorry for that) but I still go out to meet him because it will be unreasonable if I don’t try to see weather he true or false...
At first I thought that I won't communicate with him well (because he don’t really speak well on phone) but it end up have a whale of a with him…but I talk barely any... Almost everything he talks lo... He had seen to understand me that 'only let people talk/do before I do/talk...
(While walking, I meet a frenz that just know each other…JY…)
Have a simple dinner with him at sun-tec city food court... After our dinner on our way back to MRT, we both agree that it still early so we decided to go to Esplanade... (taken some pictures of the city)...We seated at one side of the concrete steps for audience... And we start to chat... Oh ya by the way he knows almost anything and everything... Example cars, mobile and more…
While I am very fortunate to take almost the last train and bus back home...

Hope you have fun with me…

I am still myself...

Yes, my mun is unhappy about spending more time on CCA, however I found the relationship between me and others have improve on the way that we communicates to each other… especially toward GB… anyway I have confronted my mun… she also agree with me… and I optimistic what I am, regardless planning or logistic or other just let it to be… since we somehow do led of manpower…
‘United we stand, Divide we fall’

FRIENDSHIP

1.

There's nothing as nice as someone who shares,
your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares,
someone who's there through your good times and tears,
who stays by your side as your friend through the years.

2.
You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.

FRIENDSHIP

I could search the whole world over,

Travel far or near,

But never find the friendship

I have found so dear.

You, my friend, are special,

Unique, in your own way.

Words don't come so easily.

Yet, I just have to say

...I'm so glad I have a friend,

Who is there, come what may;

Sharing all our times of laughter,

Seeing dark or sunny days.

There'll be times of celebration,

Sad times, yes, a few.

But, through it all, I'm thankful

God blessed me with you!

FRIENDSHIP

Whether by strange coincidenceor

divine guidance,

in the course of our life

we cross paths with many people.

Some move towards us,

others move away.

Some we choose to remember,

others to forget.

But with a special few

we seem to have no choice,

for each has made an impact

on the other, and their

memory will live on forever.

These people we call friends—
you, to me, are such a one.

WhAt FoR... At thE EnD No rEpAy...

23rd November 2004

Finally my mother was frustrated with me and it getting worse… just for spending too must time in BB… she say that I was spending a lot of time in planning for the up coming BB Fun Camp for this December and she found out from my Yahoo sharing Calendar… and even now I was trying to do my Camp Booklet without any help from others, she was very disgruntled where by there are 11 camp committee but they push all the jobs to me… not the commandant or assistant commandant… a average and ordinary person for this camp don’t stand a important role, she don’t comprehend why it’s me not others???… and also burning mid night oil to complete the Camp Booklet yesterday sleep at almost one o’clock and wake up at six o’clock to go Sentosa again, and again for this camp… while I won’t get stroppy with her, I comprehend that I really spending a lot of times in BB, but it was because I need to plan for the whole company for BB and GB… and she reply me ‘what for’… when at the end you won’t be rewarded… none of them will know you are the one who did the Booklet just will just thought that it’s the commandant do it... none of them will recollect who the hall is you… why you spend so much time, when there don’t a need… Even having dinner you also need to eat at 9 o’clock or even later… and now I not even touch my holiday assignment… just going for CCA... a useless thing… what you have done will just be dead in the water, none will go deep it up…

Look...Look Here la!!!

23rd November 2004

Today wake up at around 0605 hur… by right my alarm should be 0600 hur but I stir for another 5 minutes. After taking bath, I take a bus to Boon Lay MRT station, by the time I reach there, about 0703 hur and there isn’t a single soul there! (Those who are going to Sentosa today). Then I call the Assistant Camp Commandant see where she was lo… While today the main people should come but they didn’t come… but anyway we still make our way there… just to see the place… when we reach there, there still early… even the bicycle shop wasn’t open… so we go 7-11 to buy some refreshments lo… by the time we finish our refreshment, the bicycle was open!!!! HAPPY-GO-LUCKY… we were still deli Dali what bicycle should we use… but the uncle was so spiteful, he don’t really allow us to choose a bic that we want… what kind of business attitude he giving us… luckily he a middle-aged male, if not I will sure be against with him… (Girls I not again you…) today is not a neat experience to cycle with girls… they were like slowcoach… worry about this and that… after we cycle around our check points, just to let then know what their role for the treasure hunt… after then whole morning of cycle, we go take the monorail to camp site and have another round of refreshment… after that we call a day in Sentosa… by the time it still early so I go to City Hall to buy new school shoes and basketball jersey… that noting much to say… just that when I was back by train… there a guy, keep admire at me but not my face is my privet part, I was so terrify… he holding a Sony Ericsson P900/i and with another mobile phone… he seen to be very reach… after he alight at Jurong East, the air was so chill out from his look… today it so regrettably…

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22nd November 2004
Today the stupid bloody fucker Derek (that mi) later for the meeting… Today wake up at 0959 hur… being wake by a call from Robin… he asks me where am I… (At that time I don know what time already…) so I say at home…. Then when I look at my mobile phone time it already 0959 hur… where by I going to meet them at school at 1000 hur I only got 1 minutes to doing each and everything… how will that be possible??? So I SMS Mabel to tell than that I will be later lo… after that I quickly streak as fast as possible… by the time 0915hur I also finish my bath and dash down… so by the time 0920 hur I reach school by cab lei… luckily I only late for about 20 minutes… if not I am going to skin alive by then… every now and then I was taking cab around… why I dissipate so much money? Money down the drain!!!

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DO YOU FEEL?...

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

So Blur ah…

21st November 2004

Today I found that I failure my math and I'm so blur... Wake up at 0815 hur then switch on my computer and chat on msn at the some time I write some thing for my blog I put it by 0915 hur end... then quickly go take a bath... By the time i finish bathing and wear contact lens it already 1030 hur (how come I take a bath n wear contact lens so long?... please read on…) So I need to rush to Jurong Point Mac asap... If not I will be late... By the time I heading the bus it already 1037hur... I was so worry to be later... So I pray hard... The bus did stop the engine for 2 times... I was so worry that I need to wait for another bus because the bus can not carry o the journey and I will be wasting another 5-10 minutes... Luckily the bus drive smoothly after two time the engine stop… so I would be able to reach Jurong Point on time… and finally arrive at Boon Lay Bus Interchange.... By the time I reach there I look at my hand phone time and found that it only 0958.... So I call 1711 to check the time… but it no longer for service for M1 customers anymore alternatively they call us to call 711*... so I just call for it… if not I don know weather is my hand phone problem or my math problem… so call… ‘ring ring’ then I found the it really my math problem… so no choose I need to take a bus to go home… I'm so glum/gloomy and I'm so BLUR… wasted my time on traveling…

Being a lone in this world is not fun...

21st November 2004

I really hope that I can have a boyfriend or girlfriend that I love and care about… I am really very board without he or she... Even some times having some melancholy also don’t who to speck out to and will he or she concur with me...that sound entertainment… hope to have a memorable way of life… Can any one tell me how can I involve in this relationship? Even he or she staying in the east I also don mind... I really need help... I really need him...

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